Fuck

Note: I wrote this list a couple nights ago but neglected to post it. After a rough night and some serious thought I've decided to reevaluate a lot of things in my life. I want to find that sense of clarity and sobriety. I want to find a clean slate. I love my girlfriend so much. Without her I would be so lost. Sometimes I feel so sick of everything; she keeps me balanced. She is the best thing in my life right now.

Fuck deadlines.
Fuck procrastination.
Fuck fake people.
Fuck broken promises.
Fuck those who don't think for themselves.
Fuck greedy, money-grubbin', fat-ass, lying, cheating, landlords.
Fuck cops.
Fuck the city.
Fuck the system.
Fuck society.
Fuck not caring.
Fuck the leaky ceiling, unfinished bathroom, and frequent power outages.
Fuck waiting.
Fuck money.
Fuck jobs.
Fuck disillusionment.
Fuck television.
Fuck video games.
Fuck roommates who have no fucking respect.
Fuck fucked up sleeping patterns.
Fuck pretentious professors.
Fuck the needles in the stairwell.
Fuck self-medicating.
Fuck schedules.
Fuck all the bullshit.
Fuck happiness in a pill - why can't I find it for myself?
Fuck rants and blogs and websites.
Fuck so many other things I neglected to list.
Fuck dwelling on this shit any longer.

CLARITY is all I want.