Anxious Sleeplessness

I don't understand how anyone can profess to like me -- let alone love me. I don't love me and for obvious reasons. I'm selfish, unstable, lazy, and cheap. I lie, steal, and hurt those around me. How anyone could stand my presence is beyond me. As far as I'm concerned I'm nothing but a spineless, mentally divergent asshole. Why can't people see me for what I really am?

Also, my insomnia is back.

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